Total Bellas: WWE legend John Cena and Nikki Bella have heartbreaking marriage talk
In the recent episode of Total Bella, John Cena and Nikki Bella were seen celebrating their engagement, but Nikki still have doubts about their marrigae. Will she be able to push her feelings aside and walk down the aisle with the man of her dreams?
She didn't made up her mind yet, so she decided to go for wedding shopping. She went out with her closest family and friends to see if she could find the dress of her dreams.
"I thought you're supposed to be excited for this, like when you watch the movies and all you can think is, ‘Oh my gosh break out the champagne!' For me, I'm just like, 'Okay let's make this quick,'" she shared about the experience. "I don't know. There is just something that's not feeling right."
As she was stressed out, John tried to calm her to enjoy their special day, but she's still preoccupied with everything that she's feeling.
"So the engagement party is here. I feel so overwhelmed," Nikki shared. "I honestly feel like I'm about to have an anxiety attack. I just feel like I'm on this roller coaster of emotions and I feel like I'm going to explode. It's just all too much for me."
Soon, Brie Bella came in and revealed that she had a major announcement to share with everyone. "Lauren and JJ have a big announcement."
"Well, we really wanted this to just be about Nicole and John today," Lauren Garcia revealed. "We're pregnant with baby number two!"
"I just know deep down I want a baby...I want to be a mom. I feel like I can't live the rest of my life not having one," Nikki revealed. She was planning to tell her adamant love that she too wants to start a family but it wasn't an easy conversation.
"I don't even know how to start except, um, I guess just like for some reason since Birdie's been born and I've spent a lot of time with Birdie, it's just brought up these feelings of really wanting to be a mom. I don't know if I would regret it later on in life if I wasn't," a distraught Nikki told John.
"I love you so much and I feel that has always been worth sacrificing for. I think just because we're getting married and everything is so permanent," Nikki shared. "Not that it has made me feel suffocated, but it's given me a bit of anxiety knowing that okay, the day 5/5 comes, like, that's it. The mom thing is done."
Sadly, John had a feeling that this day would come. "I would never force you to not be a mom. I really want to say it's a surprise, but I even told you so many times it would happen. I'm not sure we should go through with this."