1/10 A writing on the wall says, 'Dear Lord, either give me so much success that the world remembers my name or finish my life.'

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2/10 A writing on the wall says, 'I pray to clear IIT 2017 with a good rank.'

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3/10 One of the writings on the wall says, 'Dear God, Please get me selected this time for sure. You know my mother has just one dream for me. You know everything about me. Please God please.'

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4/10 There are many writings on the wall. One of them says, 'Please God, please help me get selected this time. I will work hard but please be with me. I want to get selected for MBBS in a government medical college in the AIPMT 2016 examination. Please help me sacrifice my sleep, I have a lot to study. Bless me to be able to study 10 times of my capacity. Keep my family happy. Help my brother lead an intelligent and peaceful life. Give my parents a long life and happiness. Thank You.' Another writing says, 'What can I ask for myself, you know everything about me. Whatever you give me, i will find happiness in it. Just keep my parents with me always. Please don't let me lose faith in myself.'

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5/10 One of the writings on the wall says, 'In all the exams in my life, I want 99% marks.' Another wish reads, 'I want all my wishes to come true, God.'

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6/10 A girl student prays in the Radha Krishna temple in Kota.

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7/10 One of the writings on the wall says, 'Dear God, please help me improve my family's economic conditions. Always keep my parents with me and give me the strength to fulfill my parents wishes.'

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8/10 One of the writings on the wall says, 'Dear God, Please help me find my potential so that the world can know me by my name.'

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9/10 'Dear God, please get me into IIT and my brother into AIIMS. And please keep my parents happy always.'

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10/10 One of the writings on the wall says, 'Help me understand what my teachers teach.'

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Radhakrishna Temple: An insight into the prayers of Kota's exam hopefuls

Vikas Kumar @CatchNews | Updated on: 20 October 2016, 22:19 IST

Do you remember Aman Gupta? The young student who committed suicide in Kota last month?

Barely out of his childhood, Aman was so overwhelmed with the expectations of his family that he chose to jump into the Chambal river to end his life. Before committing this act, he recorded a video on his mobile phone seeking forgiveness of his family members.

"Mujhse nahin ho pa raha hai. Main asafal ho gaya hoon aur isi vajah se atamhatya kar raha hoon (It is no longer possible for me. I am committing suicide because I have failed)," Aman stated in the video.

These words reflected the mental agony of an adolescent who had not even started the journey of his life as yet.

However, Aman is not the only one who finds it hard to carry the burden of aspirations imposed by their loved ones. According to statistics, around 1 lakh students enrol every year in various coaching institutions in Kota. They carry on their shoulders the responsibility of realising the dreams of their families who often spend beyond their means to give their children a chance to compete for a bright career.

While the family pressure can act as inspiration for some students, for others it becomes the cause of despair, borne out of the fear of failure.

The reader can see these apprehensions taking the shape of words over the walls of a temple. This writer believes the sentiments inscribed on this wall are not very far from the mental stage where a child turns suicidal.

This is the wall of the Radhakrishna temple in Kota\'s Talwandi area. Students come here to seek blessings for success and express their feeling of distress in this manner. Some statements plead with god to ensure success in IIT exams. Others seek strength to fulfill the dreams of their family.

These words are not merely wishes. They are the lamentations of vulnerable young minds who find it difficult to bear the pressure of performance. It is mostly such students that hang themselves from ceiling fans or jump into some river.

Aman was the 14th student to commit suicide in Kota this year. The figure for the last year was 31.